Control.

"You can only control your actions, no one elses."

I have counted down to this day for well over a year. 17 months to be exact. 

I wanted to make a post that finally exposes X for the piece of garbage that he is. 

But I just have no energy left for him. 

Or anyone else who doesn't respect me, or have my best interests in mind.

Liars, cheaters, users, abusers, freeloaders, manipulators. 

BYE. 

I only have energy for people who add to my life. 

Energy to move forward with hope and small expectations that one day I will find something real with someone who understands my worth. 

So that's all you'll get from me today. 

And I absolutely do not care if that satisfies you or not. 

I am free. 

Unapologetically free. 

In mind, body and spirit, and most importantly, in a court of law. 

Awkwardly Yours

Meg