Hope in a hurricane

 “You have connected with people before and you will connect with someone again.”

-Whitney, the most beautiful brilliant unicorn woman.

I needed to hear that this week. 

Lonliness and heartache are hard and deep and real. 

I needed a reminder that this is not forever.

Sometimes I feel like hope in a hurricane.

Like everything around me is being destroyed and I’m just standing in the middle of it all. 

Watching things break and bend and not being able to do anything to stop it. 

Waiting to pick up the pieces.

Too much and never enough.

The broken record of my life.

But I am forever the apocalyptic optimist. 

Somewhere out there is a person who will not think that I am ever too much.

Awkwardly yours,

Meg